sighh....

 i took a home pregnancy test today. i waited a long time and though hey i'm going to the doc tomorrow. i should be far along enough to test. well i did. and it was a big fat negative. not even a glimmer of a 2nd line. there is was staring me in  the face almost defyingly, NOT PREGNANT.

i'm keeping it together at the moment but i can assure i will have a complete meltdown in the next 24-48 hours. sigh.....

i feel like this dr apt tomorrow is a big fat waste of time and a co-pay. just to be called in the afternoon to tell me i'm not pregnant.

Try not to get too discouraged yet (I know, easier said than done).  Wait for the blood test and see what that says.  It ain't over till it's over!  I'm rooting for you!

Sorry, Meli. I can totally understand your disappointment and frustration!

I'm sorry... saying a prayer for you for a BFP very soon!

I'm sorry Meli. I've been thinking about you and wondering how things were going. This will work! It will! And soon. Its hard to go through... but it will be SOOOOO worth it!

It too****il I was almost 5 weeks before it tested positive on one. Different tests use different measures, so some are more accurate than others. I'm praying that the test is wrong and you'll get a positive at the dr's today. Best of luck honey!